Reject of human races
You have no idea what it´s like
To be hurt and broken inside.
Your smile and laugh never hide,
Your life´s so full of fucking pride.
I´m bleeding and screaming,
Far away from full healing,
Lost my sense of living,
Waiting and blind believing.
My heart is shattered into pieces,
Whenever I´m hearing your voices.
Never wanna see your stupid faces,
You´re just reject of human races.
Can´t you just be gone and never come back?
Because of you my mind is going black...
I´ve never meant to fight or attack,
But I´m feeling like a complete wreck.
Pain in my head, also in my soul,
Is making just an another deep hole.
Negative thoughts run out of control,
Though it has never been my main goal.
Just be gone forever and never exist,
There´s no one who´s making me more pissed.
I´d feel better if I could hit you with my fist,
And then you disappeared in heavy mist.
It hurts a lot when you´re around,
Listening repeatedly to that sound.
It´s like I´m gonna be drowned
Because I cannot fix my wound.
Tears don´t help it, oh god,
You don´t care I´m living in flood.
Unable to breathe, coughing up blood.
Without power for holding the last rod.